HELLO EVERYBODY *awkwardly waves*
i dont normally do fanaccounts because tbh i think i suck at explaining things but since this is the first time that i attended a fansigning event of a group that i really really like i will try my best to narrate what really happened /cries/ how do i start.... THIS WILL BE A LONG ASS POST DONT READ IM BORING
so here it goes.. so before the fansigning event started everyone was already excited to enter the venue and to have their own biases autographs, but then suddenly an hour before the event they told us that there would be colors designated for each super junior m members and you just have to pick 1 color.. so that means you will not know which member will sign your poster until you enter the venue. so me and my friends were so worried because we really wanted to meet our own biases (why do you do this to us T_____T) so when we knew what colors are available i instantly knew pink will be Sungmin's color like i was super sure it would be him .....ofc it's his fave.. //skipping stressful events that happened next//....
When it was already my turn i told the ate at the tony moly booth that i pick pink like super confident "PINK PO" but then she told me "no more pink" and i was on the verge of crying because SUNGMIIIIIIIN T_______T i had my super sad face on and i said "ate why that's so unfair"
***(because the truth is they already reserved the colors for J-ELF who attended the fansign so that means there would be limited colors left for each because they've given it to J-ELFs instead but i will not explain further because this is not a post to bash tony moly and all access production for their unfair treatment against phelfs)
then she said "ok there's still 1" my inner self is throwing confettis to that ate at the tony moly booth omg ate thank you so much i will be grateful to you all my life... so i entered the venue like i won the lottery because i was the last person who was given that PINKEU STUB FOR SUNGMIN /screaMIGNAJDA jumps jumps/
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fast forward 2xx
Then when i entered i saw the chairs in front then i found Ming's chair and that's it right there in the middle of Ryeowook and Donghae's
The event was about to start and then Prince Manager entered and i was like "awwww" he so handsome REALLY and he still comes with sj even though he's married already and i was like "awwww" again
Ok so when Super Junior was about to enter ok my camera is ready i am so ready i can do this inhale exhale but when they were introduced "Please welcome Super Junior M" ....
i exploded
like
"OMG I THOUGHT I WAS READY I AM READY BUT I REALLY WANTED TO FLAIL OMG YOU LOOKS SO GORGEOUS AND GLORIOUS AND YOU GUYS LOOKS SO PERFECT IN PERSON AJKDAJFAKDJKA PUKING ROYGBIV RN I WANT TO CRY A PASIG RIVER OF TEARS I WANTED TO JUMP OFF MY SEAT AND GRAB YOU ALL HOME AND HIDE YOU IN MY CLOSET FOREVER SUNGMIN IS SO SQUISHY AND CHUBBY LET ME TOUCH YOUR CHEEKS LIKE OMG OPPA SARANGHAE I EXIST I LOVE YOU HEARTEU HEARTEU AND RYEOWOOK LOOKS LIKE A DIVA WITH THAT HAIR AND DONGHAE OMG DONGHAE AND HENRY AND KYU AND HYUK AND ZHOUMI OPPPAAAAAAA"
but ofc in reality i didnt do that because i have to stay still for my fancam and fanphotos hahaha
fast forward
ok
When it was my turn to take Sungmin's autograph i think i just lost the ability to speak because oh fuck he looks more gorgeous up close and i swear he looks so big i feel so small in front of him he's so chubby and he's so flawless does he even have pores??? are you a human are you HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE.... so he started to write my name while looking at my name tag and he cant spell it so he was saying "L, L" while pointing at my name tah and i was like "omg he's speaking HE'S A FUCKING HUMAN BEING WHO LOOKS SO FUCKING PERFECT OPPA" and then i spoke like a zombie and i said "no it's I" and i started to spell out my name but i guess he wasnt listening and i was just looking at how he holds the pen and how he signed the poster and after that i said "kamsahamnida" then we shake hands WE SHAKED HANDS I WAS ABLE TO HOLD HIS HANDS I AM HOLDING SUNGMIN'S HANDS OMGGGG OOPPPA IS HOLDING MY HANDS I AM PREGNANT I AM PREGNANT PAY FOR MY HOSPITAL BILLS SUNGMIN PAY FOR IT THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT (and i can still feel the feeling of his hands on my hands like lalalalalala that's so oa of me) then i really felt like crying because i was so happy i never wanted it to end i never thought this could be real you know but it was real it was...
In the end i didnt cry and i happily said thank you to all the bouncers like "thank you kuyaaaaa" in a super high pacute voice because i was so happy SUPER DUPER MEGA FUCKING HAPPY
And that's the end of my fansigning experiece and like i told you it would be very long but if you read it until the end i love you *inserts 1000x heart emoticons*
*** THE END ***


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